chances in life for things we want are always there. only the opportunity for achieving it is often missing. but actually, the initial entry i want to post up is regarding people giving chances to another party yet the other party misused that chances given.
for example, there's someone i know. that person is a friend but we dont really talk. that person was given chances umpteen times to change for the better but still, no change or effort was done. ever since i got to know this particular person, my perspective of that person has gone from good to bad to worst to beyond-help. that is what i think. not that im bitching about this person but i have my reasons to say up this facts. its been too much and i cant really take it.
and to top it of, this particular son of a pistol has wronged me. not once, but twice. so if one more time he wronged me with wrong accusations, actions will be done and consequences will be imposed.
even nice people have their limits.
"the last few meters"
i have said it before and im gonna say it again.... last 2 weeks, last few moments and last few projects. get this done and im free. but i hope to get a job soon though. so i wont be wasting my time laying around at home or go out spending my money that i dont have.
anyone got any job vacancies? i know a few though but im keeping my options open til the time is right. hehe. (:
once i have said this and here, im gonna say it again. Patience is a Virtue. when it comes to things that is important to a person, it will have to take all the patience one needs. it doesn't matter how long or what it takes. if you really want something, Patience is a Key.
and that is why im taking all the time given to see through what im feeling. to show sincerity and honesty, time will tell it all. at least for my part.
something precious that i never knew i need in my life. that is You.
"birthday surprise"
last weekend, Sunday to be precised, was my birthday. it was my 21st. *legal age oohhh!* haha. and i was surprised on the people that came to celebrate my birthday. it was planned by Ash and Rya i think? hehe. but i knew who came though and those who wished me on my birthday too. thanks alot all of you! really appreciate it. (:
on the 24th, it all started by meeting up with ash, khai, imran and chris very much later. and we planned to go to Haji Lane for shisha. once we were already there, sat at Mosi Cafe and start smoking.
AND! SUDDENLY!!
ash and imran came back from the washroom with more people! Hani, Haba, Rya and Airina came along! ahaha. kinda surprised me when i was just about to drink my glass of coke. hahaha. the cake was carried by Rya and presents was carried by Haba i think? hahhaha. THANKS LA! so far this is one of the most memorable birthday bash i've had. xD
all lied to me about their plans on that day before the meet up. that is why i was surprised when they came. xD
halfway, hani had to go off first so decided to send her off before continue hanging out with them. just sent her off til the mrt station then it was byebye..
after going back to the shisha place, took a few puff of the thingy and we went to eat somewhere around there too. after eating, we decided to go to Esplanade to have a chill session. we sat at the Front Entrance of the Esplanade and took loads of photos. haha.
projects are now on the move. i might seem relaxed and acting as though nothing much is happening but im kinda stressed out on my projects. this is the last hurdle i have to jump over and after this i'm done with poly. hopefully everything goes well and smooth so that i can graduate from NYP.
but come to think again about graduating, im kinda sad that it is ending soon. that means, no more crazy school term weekdays with those crazy classmates of mine. no more everyday laughs in school. eventhough it has only been 3 years but it seems we know about each other more than that. shared stories, shared tears, shared laughters and jokes.
kinda had this "graduating time" talk with ash abt a month back or so, and we were like sharing stories back from year one til now. never expected graduation is coming soon. feels like as though we were only having our freshman orientation a few weeks back. and we kinda talked about the funny happenings. especially the "Microsoft 1997" event. HAHAHAHAHA! i bet ash, kevin, harry, chris and some others who knows about this will be laughing their asses off when he reads this. and the explicit McDonald's Talking Session with the 5 Brothers. the soccer times at Woodlands. those whack outings we've had. and not forgetting the chalets and BBQs we had. those crazy times. for sure, i will not forget it in the years to come. gonna miss the NYP times from 2007 - 2010.
its like being caught up in the middle of the ocean, not knowing which direction to go to. with no guidance and no leads. with no hints and no lifelines.
its a path everyone has to take once in a while in their lives. may it be a life-changing choice or a minor choice that you might have to choose. but for what ever reason it maybe, just remember that what you choose has its consequences. it might do you good in a long run or it might ruin your life forever. but no matter what choice you take, your intentions must be right.
like what i've often said,
"With good intentions, what you wish for might come true in reality."
"it is just around the corner"
5 projects, 3 weeks, last hurdle.
do what must be done and do what should be done.
3 weeks = end of school. it is just around the corner. with no exams for my specialisation, projects just keeps piling up. and dateline is coming up too. for now, work, work, work!
"5683"
if god permits me, and if it is known that im sincere, everything will go smoothly. the intentions have to be clear and pure. then, only then, will move smoothly.
