"Why Didn't I?!"

there are certain things that i know that i should do yet i didn't. there are things which should be done to make things better yet i didn't do a thing. come on, ref!

maybe i'm not brave enough?

maybe i'm too shy?

i dunno. but if i'm too shy, i don't think so. as i'm not the shy kinda person. i'm kinda loud. and that's what my friend would say if whoever had asked them. i'm never too shy to do crazy things but i don't know that when it comes to this kinda things, i'm perplexed. it makes me estranged from my usual self.

*what in the blue hell is wrong with you, Bear?!*

glad that you came. (: