"down and out"

been sick this past few weeks. yes, weeks. not days but weeks. its been like about 2-3 weeks? darn it. one after another came like as though there are no other people to be aimed by these viruses. but still, its all good. been sick but still smiling coz there are nothing out there that have been bothering me other than those darn viruses and germs.

"waiting, waiting and waiting"

wondering when is the letter from the government is gonna come. i hope its not gonna be long. if not, it means im gonna end it even later. just wanna get it done and over with. once that's done, im practically free. but thats gonna take about 2+ years?

nvm. as long that is done, nothing's gonna be in the way anymore. other than the reservist part though.