"it came back, but with a vengeance!"

guess what? my headache is back! but this time, it hits me hard and somehow it happens usually at night. it does comes around in the day but not as bad as in the night. that is why i don't reply to people on msn when they chat with me. sorry ya! i think i have too much things running through my mind that it hurts this brain of mine.

school has been okay so far. been very tiring though. this is only the 2nd week and i have skipped more than 4-5 lessons already. damn, im bad! hehe. but it wont last long though. lecturers have been looking for me and i should come for the lessons now, before any unnecessary things were to happen. but school is not as fun as before though coz majority of the class peeps are separated due to specialisation and some is no more in school too. just hope this sem pass by fast and to graduation soon!

Yovie & Nuno - Menjaga Hati

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu
Yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
Hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
Cinta tak di sini lagi
Kau tlah berpaling

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Masih adakah cahaya rindumu
Yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
Aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
Meski ku lihat kini
Kau di seberang sana

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Andai akhirnya
Kau tak juga kembali
Aku tetap sendiri
Menjaga hati

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

"when life took an unexpected twist."

for now, i cant be contacted through my hp. so if u wanna contact me, ask for my home number or just find me at MSN. that's if im online. take care all.

if the other partner don't cherish you or don't love you, i suggest you to leave. coz the more you stay on, the more its gonna hurt. it will eat u up slowly til you are at your breaking point. coz i know what and how it feels. trust me. i dont wanna see you get hurt more and more coz of someone that juz say "i love you" for the sake of saying and keep doing the same mistake he does. pack up and leave.

read this. learn this. remember this.

"b'cause the wrong you did in the past, will hunt you down! as there is such thing called Karma."

lots has happened and it would be tiring to talk about everything. here's what has been happening for the past few weeks:

1. Hari Raya celebrations!

2. Rahmat's Birthday celebration!

3. The warning from Mum.

4. Ichigoes BBQ (which i came very very late. sorry guys!)

5. Sending Lan off to NS.

6. Stress moments of things that are happening recently.

when you think that life was going smoothly, you might just fall onto your knees and things starts to get bad. then things in life seems to be against you. but there's only yourself to bring you up as there are no one else in this life as strong as yourself. help is within yourself and sometimes with the help of those you love. they give you the support but you gotta make it to the end.

read this. learn this. remember this.

"but it seems like never ending."

after taking four right turns, im back to where i was before. i wished i never took that first turn. i can't ask for the past to happen again so i that i could change the future. if there was one way for me to change what's right, i would completely erase it, everything.

"the story is........

i was cycling and stopped near the entrance of The Bottle Tree Park. i didnt really went in so just stayed outside for a moment. time check: 6.50pm. as i was taking out a cigg, i was having this headache but this time, i couldnt control it and the next thing i know, i was on the ground with red marks on the side of my head, bleeding elbow(once again!), scratched left knee and a terrible headache. i was like, wth! i stood up and went to a nearest bench i can find. ohh! did i mention about this young chinese lady that helped me? she was sweet. thanks jessica. ya, her name was jessica. had a lil conversation with her but she had to leave for work. after that, i just took my bike and off i go cycling again."