let me ask you all some questions.

what is the best way to let go of things in our head?

what would you do if you are facing problems that you cant handle?

what would be the best option if all given options are the good?

and now i wanna share you guys some thing that happened juz now.

i was damn pissed at my attachment earlier on that i went berzerk for a moment. i think my patience was running low due to this fucker.

i say A then he reply B. you guys know the analogy here ryte?

then its lyk a repeated process that i cant seem to relax anymore. i went total berzerk.

knnbccb! sorry for the amount of vulgarities i used here but i just cant hold it. been holding loads of things and this time it went off. im lyk a freaking timebomb waiting for its time to explode. and coz of one freak, i fucking lost it. thinking about it can make me kill sia.

REDRUM!

in this world, we have our place.

sometimes i dun feel belong here. i do.

but those around me made me feel that im wanted.

thanks for appearing in my life.

if not i would not be what i am today.

just remember, keep smiling.

went out to meet up with YJ, SC and Aaron.

its been quite some time since i last saw Aaron and now he is in Police. haha!

met up with YJ and SC at 4.30pm and had to wait for the bugger coz he still at home!! basket!

luckily he is early if not i would have make him even smaller! hahaha! ate at KFC and talked and talked and talked. haha. and YJ's laugh was loud la! but nvm. we had a good laugh! (:

after eating, went to Bishan library and lepak-ed there.

and the talk begins once more. talk from the story back in 2004 to 2006. loads of story telling. hahaha. it was a good talk!

and I WANT THE PHOTOS AH YEEJU!!! hahaha! (:

SC and YJ went off as they got other plans.

Aaron and me lepak-ed at Bishan MRT there and had another long talk.

THEN BLAST FROM THE PAST!!

met up with different people from the past. hahaha!

had some mini catching up then they went off. after that, me and aaron went off. hahah.

ok la! thats all! (:

TAKE CARE!

just thought of posting some pics.

enjoy....

The Causeway Allianz at the 2008 Street Soccer Tournament organized by SEG Club.

If you don't who this is then you are at the wrong blog! ;p

I don't know why I look sad in this. Haha!

Dayah, Jamal, Ninie, Me and Ramlan....

Taken at my Attachment place. When boredom strikes....

BPS Alumni at last year's BPS Annual Concert. I think its Ouerve IV! or izit Spirituoso?! hmmm...

Beth, Wei Lun and Me at the BPS Alumni Dinner!

Paranomal Investigation at OCH! (:

Infusion 2008, combined alumni band of Whitley Sec and Bishan Park Sec. Those memories....

This was taken back in 2007 i think?! haha!

Boyband tak menjadi! ;p

Another tak menjadi "Anugerah Band".

During Soo's birthday outing!

Me, Harry, Chris and Kevin!

Those were the days! It seems time past so fast... veryy fast....

Cycling outing with the class! (: miss it!

Going back after taking some "air". ;p

During Year 1, the class spending our break time at the Library in the booked room! haha..

Soo and Me! (:

The 5 Brothers! Soon, we will be reunite! hahaha!

Kevin is smiling coz its his bdae!! Hahaha!

Me, Bee and Sharon

Me and Jip were chased by Soo and I pushed Jip to Soo so he will get to the Flour first! Hahah! I think it was during Sharon's and Chris's bdae outing but Chris didnt come! Haha.

At last, I got Flour-ed by Mark! hahaha!

Back in 2007. Me and Jamal.

At SB-TG, used to be my workplace! hahahahahaha!

This was taken at Tampines. (:

You know who you are. (:

ily.

i think im falling sick.
as simple as that.

New Surroundings, New Life, New Environment.

I have finally officially moved to Khatib as of Wednesday. (:

I think I have moved more than 5 times in my life so far!

But nvm, we need experience in life. haha!

Attachment has been boring but alrite so far. Nearly got terminated due to some things.

If you wanna know, ask me personally aite? haha!

But luckily i got my frens and her to keep me company.

If not i will go berzerk!

talking about my frens and her, i shall blog about them today! (:

Went on a outing with the Ichigoes yesterday and it was great coz finally we get to do an outing. Eventhough some didnt mange to come, it was still alrite. Still got some laughters around. Especially wen we were at KFC. Haha! Laughed as though that KFC was owned by us! Hahaha!

And it seems that the gerls have an never-ending story to talk about. From Attachment to Drinking! HAHAHA! YES! They did talk about drinking. Especially this particular person. I dun wanna say who ah. HAHA! ;p

Im oni waiting for the photos to be sent so i can post here! haha! But i will upload the photos that I took using my hp first. Hehe! The pics I took was wen we went to Orchard Point's Starbucks! haha! Will post it after the end of this entry.

I MISS HER! Like seriously! ):

Tuesday to Thursday late afternoon, my phone has been quiet.

And Friday to Tmr , my phone will be quiet again.

The person that I have been msgging went for a Community Service thingy at Batam at first and now she went to Mersing with her family, cousins, aunties, uncles........and the list goes on. haha!

The last time we met was on Monday night after her training. Hopefully can meet her after she came back. But I will be busy from Monday to Friday, thanks for the f*cking Attachment!! DAMN IT!

She usually cant go out on Weekends. Which means our timing clash. Haiz. Hopefully this m*thaf*cking attachment ends soon!!!!!!! ARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!

loveyoub.

this 2 days, yesterday and today, is lyk my total rest day.

only that yesterday i had to go to the new house to clean up the wardrobe abit.

its kinda dusty and there's stain on the interior of the wardrobe.

after cleaning it up, obviously i went back to my current house which is my aunty's place. chat with her on the net til about 2am. the reason she stayed up til that late coz she wanna send me a photo that she editted herself. i muz say that she has done a good job. haha!

not bad eh u! ;p

then my youngest uncle called me up and ask if wanna go rounding in his van at abt 3.30am. so i said okay as im not sleepy yet. my bro, me, my cousin and my uncle went to Jalan Kayu to eat and went to Mustaffa Center to have a look around. we kept on laughing from the moment we reached the DIY sector til we got home coz of something that we thought of. hahaha! KEKEK DOK!! once we got home, it was already 7.30am i think? haha! so i went straight to bed after we got home. HAHA!

thinking of changing the image on the top of this blog. hmmmm.....

ichigoes! meet up soon! i wanna a meet up!!! MEET UP!!!!

gonna meet you tmr.

and im glad we are.. hee! (:

a relieve after hearing the results just now.

its not something serious. but still i have to take care of myself.

was told that im maybe too stressed up, depressed or pressurised.

i didnt know that these 3 could make your blood pressure rise.

shall be taking my medicine more regularly now. (:

just been thinking too much.....

life is like a path or road, once you take that certain path, you just gotta go follow it.

its your own responsibility on the choices you made.

each wrong move, can lead you to somewhere you have been avoiding all this while.

remember that choices have consequences.

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out of all people in this world, only 2 have shed a tear for me.

one is my Dad, coz i managed to beat the odds and get into further education after my o levels, which is to a Polytechnic. The reason he cried is coz many uncles and aunties have doubt my ability to get into Poly as so far, out of loads of my cousins, only 4 manage to enter Poly with the course of their choice.

another person is someone special. heh.

she is Iqah. she shed a tear coz she was worried sick for me. *sweet ryte? heh!* the reason is coz i told her that i need to rest due to the pain in my head that was unbearable at that one night. the part "the pain is unbearable" hurts her the most. sorry dear! shouldnt have said that to you. heh! ;p

*she's the first GF i had that shed a tear for me. ily! ;p*

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attachment has been better and im glad it did.

now that we are really doing some jobs, we wont be seating at one spot and just answering calls and helps with the user's queries. haha! to top it off, there's people like Shahdan and Joanna to crap about. haha! there's another NYP guy but i dun really talk to him as i find him rather proud most of the times. Shahdan is my buddy at my attachment and we have been having some good laughs. thanks to some jokes. hahaha!

but i still miss those times at school! ):

especially lepak-ing with the usuals and meeting up with her.

hopefully that the next 10 weeks will past as soon as possible so i can be with them once more! haha! (:

ankle injury is back +

headache is getting bad +

knee is in pain as usual eventhough its getting better = MACAM SIAK!!

ok lets not talk about it as its only getting frustrating.

went back to BPS Band to see what they doing for their talentnite.

as soon as i came, i saw some sec 2 and sec 3 doing their drills and everyone was looking damn serious and tired. haha. well, all people tat's gonna be leader will have to go through those procedures. haha! especially Drills, Commanding and Conducting. hahaha.

after that was dinner and then talentnite!!

well, one highlight of the talentnite was that Fhairil, Me, Lukman, Kaiting, Kailing and Suqi was dancing to the song "Nobody" by Wonder Girls. HAHAHA!

*Those that took videos of us dancing, PLEASE DONT PUT ON THE WEB!!!*

ohh ya! im not yet sleepy and im talking to Iqah on the phone now. ;p

nites people! take care! (:

*the post here is taken off coz i dun wan loads of people to know about it*

*to those that have read it, just keep it to yourself*

*thanks*

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im freaking bored now.

thinking that tmr is another day of attachment, KILLS ME EVEN MORE!!

AND ITS KILLING ME SLOWLY AND SOFTLY!!!

boring bodoh! hopefully that it gets better soon....

coz if not............IT WILL CERTAINLY KILL ME!!

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ily.

now back at home im feeling bored and its lyk i got nothing to do.

other than being online and going thru facebook, im doing nothing.

the P6 Path is really killing me in everyway possible.

me and one of my attachment buddy was talking about us not having enough rest.

its true! its like they are killing us with all this things.

*but what to do? its part of the curriculum ):*

wanna know why? let me start from the first day of FYP.

we start FYP in around March 9th if im not wrong.

then we have been in and out of school since that day till now!

only now is our attachment! there's no rest so far and i think i really in need of one!

there's 2 things that make me sick of school now.

that is,

1. Classmates are not there!,

2. I cant get to see her often now!

gonna miss both my classmates and her loads... ):

but what to do. just gotta hold on for the next 3 months! 12 weeks of attachment!

DAMN NYP!

you're the light,

you're the happiness,

you're the smiles and,

you're the reason why im here.. (:

second day of attachment and it is getting even boring.
we got almost nothing to do! aiyoyoyo!
but i think things will start to turn when we are given specific jobs to do by tmr i hope?

today we are issued our login account and we have to share the com.
2 person on each station. haha! mcm pathetic gitu!
but if im not wrong, according to our supervisor here, we will each be given a station each to
work on our project. YES! A PROJECT!
i didnt know that our attachment will involve project again. fuyoo!!!
nvm. at least we will have something to do rather than just stare at the screen.... haha!

will blog again tonite! (: take care!