"come to think about it, i dont think you have any shame."

when life gets tough, when things around you goes wrong and when all seems to be in the wrong direction, think why it happen and why its happening to you. cause as the saying goes,

"what comes around, goes around."

"want to see what i can do? wait and see.

and if it happens, dont blame me. ask yourself why i did it."

"you know that I could Use Somebody."

i think i have almost everything in life. my friends, family and my life.

other things like money and stuffs are just bonuses in life. so i don't really pay attention to it, but to have it is really good. heh. but i know im kinda lacking of a few things to make my life even more meaningful. maybe some excitement? maybe someone? maybe some necessities? idk.

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"i shouldn't have agreed to help in the first place. it seems that i'm disappointing some people who cares about me."

i know what happened in the past has left lots of people having bad impressions, not about me though. heh. some of you peeps should know what im refering to. i didnt know that many of you didnt like what i'm doing. but dont worry. coz soon, im gonna pull myself away from it and pay attention to things that are more worth paying attention for.

kau fikir ape?!

kau ingat aku nk curi matair orang kepe?! kau ingat aku nie free sangat nk kejarkan mataer orang? suar! aku bukan mcm laki-laki yang nk kejar2 kan mataer orang ah. kau fikir funfair kepe?! buat kelakar eh?! kalau kau buat kelakar, sumpah aku tak ketawe ah! ehh! nie bear ah! juz to let you know, im not those kinda person ah. tk free ah nk buat tu macam!

very sure ehk? nak assurance? tanye smue member2 aku yang betul2 kenal aku. aku bleh ckp pat kau, smue maki kau ah once kau ckp tu macam.

i dont freaking provide unhappiness to people's life coz i simply dont like it. i give people the happiness they deserve. thats me. thats how i gain friends in my life. they know me by making people laugh. i dont effing make them unhappy and i've got no effing time for it.

got brains? use it. use it wisely before you shoot words out from your mouth! thanks eh!

thanks for making the night worst. thanks alot.

"too nice?"

hey peeps, just wanna ask y'all.

am i too nice? should i be less-nice?

many said that im too nice to everyone, maybe i should show them the "monster" in me. haha!

"words are just words. without actions, it is nothing."

change? you think its easy? you think its something you can do in a short while?

there's a saying that goes,

"Leopards doesn't change its spots."

and like what a buddy of mine wrote on his Facebook wall,

"you're not Transformers, to change yourself in a short while. its gonna take you months or even years to change your stupid attitude."

to all of you out there, take the advice i'm gonna give.

don't do things without thinking, don't make decisions without concerning of its consequences, don't let things go easily without knowing how valuable it is. you might just regret in the end. and you'll end up crying your ass out over the things that you have decided on. you are lucky IF those things you've lost comes back to you, but if it doesn't, pray hard that it wont keep playing around in your mind in the near future. bcoz sometimes, things that are being let go, wont come back that easily.

THINK, simply just THINK!

Kinda found this on the web and heard that it is accurate. So i gave it a shot and im kinda impressed with it. So this is what they say about my horoscope.

AQUARIUS MAN

Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of.

He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many
times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will
overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a
main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He
certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles
even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad
things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief
him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it
either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpower this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before. He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with
face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet
not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance
to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

"whatever happens, just smile."

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anyway, a new movie is coming up and im so looking forward to it! :D

any followers once the movie is out? haha. its called:

PRINCE OF PERSIA: The Sands of Time.

watch the trailer below.

how was it? any followers now? :D

HELL FREEZES OVER!

now is 4.06am and im still up. im going BONKERZ!!

kinda doing my assignment for Professional and Interpersonal Communication Skills. kinda forget to do it during the whole week because there are lots of things running through my mind that i kinda forget about my assignments. thanks to Nad for constantly reminding me. (: gotta get my time plan out soon. things are getting outta hand.

"Someone, please, decode myself up. I think I locked myself somewhere in there."

I think there is still parts of me that is missing. Especially after what had happened before. (Not gonna say what as it might hurt certain parties.) I don't want to talk about the past but I think there are parts of my old self that is hiding somewhere within me. I do look like normal but now, its hard for me to trust people like how I used to.

"This is Me."

like the topic says, "This is Me."

i just love making my frens laugh their asses off. i make them laugh coz i love seeing them happy, laughing and smiling. coz when they happy or laugh or even smiling, i can see that they forget about their unhappiness and just simply be happy. haha. and who dont like seeing other people happy right? it kinda cheers me up even if i make a fool of myself while making them laugh. (i bet they know what im talking about. ;p)

i think my life evolves around my friends and family. i care about them more than myself. i dunno why but its just me. i shall not say im independent nor im dependent. im kinda in between. at times im independent and at times im dependent on some people.

lastly, i actually wanna say thanks to all my friends for those who have helped me when im in deep shit and when im lost. thanks people for your help and i swear i will never forget you. provided if you dont forget me! ;p just kidding. haha.

take care all! :D

yo dude, you're such a fucking loser! and i meant that. period! i dont care who the fuck you are, where you came from, who are your friends and whatever you wanna bring about. i just cant stand what you've just did. just dont freakin' find me anymore. period!

*sorry for the harsh language, people. kinda got too pissed.*

"The Optimist"

the way we think about certain things depends on the way we look at them. i believe there are two sets of people: The Optimist and The Pessimist. people can have multiple reasons on how they look at things. from positive to negative. its better if you look through life in a positive manner. things can get as fucked-up as possible but life goes on. i must agree that sometimes its hard for me to look things through a positive light but after sometime going through things, you tend to think that there might be positive outcomes of it.

things might not be necessary yours all the time. certain things come and go as they like. there are times that you can't stop it. so why hang on to it?

well, life goes on. its a like the ocean. it keeps on moving and moving and moving; never ending. the only time it stops, is when you're dead. but life after death is another story.

"be an optimist; rather than the pessimist. as being a pessimist person brings no benefits."

"you know? i could use somebody...."

went to Si Ling's birthday party at her house and let me tell you something about her crib. ITS HUMONGOUS! haha. like literally. and she has a Ferrari at her house! i dont know whose is it but its one hell of a beauty. didnt took any photos of it though. but its really a black beauty.

after the party, apul send lan, alvin and berd home. after that we kinda head to Ming Arcade to do some singing. i dont know why but i wasnt really in the mood that day. especially at night. i did went crazy over at the karaoke place but before and after that it was like a totally different feeling. like suddenly i wanna be quiet. really quiet.

just wanna end the post by saying.........

take care, everyone. (: