smiles makes the world go round: January 2010

i feel as though i've got lots to say. let just wait til the next entry. but before i end this entry, just gotta say this:

"far within my reach."

assalamualaikum.

"to places i've never been to"

its wonderful how a soothing music and your mind could work together and bring you to places.

"patience"

once i have said this and here, im gonna say it again. Patience is a Virtue.
when it comes to things that is important to a person, it will have to take all the patience one needs. it doesn't matter how long or what it takes. if you really want something, Patience is a Key.

and that is why im taking all the time given to see through what im feeling. to show sincerity and honesty, time will tell it all. at least for my part.

something precious that i never knew i need in my life. that is You.

"birthday surprise"

last weekend, Sunday to be precised, was my birthday. it was my 21st. *legal age oohhh!* haha. and i was surprised on the people that came to celebrate my birthday. it was planned by Ash and Rya i think? hehe. but i knew who came though and those who wished me on my birthday too. thanks alot all of you! really appreciate it. (:

on the 24th, it all started by meeting up with ash, khai, imran and chris very much later. and we planned to go to Haji Lane for shisha. once we were already there, sat at Mosi Cafe and start smoking.

AND! SUDDENLY!!

ash and imran came back from the washroom with more people! Hani, Haba, Rya and Airina came along! ahaha. kinda surprised me when i was just about to drink my glass of coke. hahaha. the cake was carried by Rya and presents was carried by Haba i think? hahhaha. THANKS LA! so far this is one of the most memorable birthday bash i've had. xD

all lied to me about their plans on that day before the meet up. that is why i was surprised when they came. xD

halfway, hani had to go off first so decided to send her off before continue hanging out with them. just sent her off til the mrt station then it was byebye..

after going back to the shisha place, took a few puff of the thingy and we went to eat somewhere around there too. after eating, we decided to go to Esplanade to have a chill session. we sat at the Front Entrance of the Esplanade and took loads of photos. haha.

the day kinda ended by all of us going home. :D

once again, THANKS ALL! xD

"on the move"

projects are now on the move. i might seem relaxed and acting as though nothing much is happening but im kinda stressed out on my projects. this is the last hurdle i have to jump over and after this i'm done with poly. hopefully everything goes well and smooth so that i can graduate from NYP.

but come to think again about graduating, im kinda sad that it is ending soon. that means, no more crazy school term weekdays with those crazy classmates of mine. no more everyday laughs in school. eventhough it has only been 3 years but it seems we know about each other more than that. shared stories, shared tears, shared laughters and jokes.

kinda had this "graduating time" talk with ash abt a month back or so, and we were like sharing stories back from year one til now. never expected graduation is coming soon. feels like as though we were only having our freshman orientation a few weeks back. and we kinda talked about the funny happenings. especially the "Microsoft 1997" event. HAHAHAHAHA! i bet ash, kevin, harry, chris and some others who knows about this will be laughing their asses off when he reads this. and the explicit McDonald's Talking Session with the 5 Brothers. the soccer times at Woodlands. those whack outings we've had. and not forgetting the chalets and BBQs we had. those crazy times. for sure, i will not forget it in the years to come. gonna miss the NYP times from 2007 - 2010.

Ichigos!

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"smile"

did you know you made me smile by saying that? (:

"caught up"

its like being caught up in the middle of the ocean, not knowing which direction to go to. with no guidance and no leads. with no hints and no lifelines.

give me answers and i will give mine.

show me guidance and i will decide.

give me the lead and i will lead on.

"choice"

its a path everyone has to take once in a while in their lives. may it be a life-changing choice or a minor choice that you might have to choose. but for what ever reason it maybe, just remember that what you choose has its consequences. it might do you good in a long run or it might ruin your life forever. but no matter what choice you take, your intentions must be right.

like what i've often said,

"With good intentions, what you wish for might come true in reality."

"it is just around the corner"

5 projects, 3 weeks, last hurdle.

do what must be done and do what should be done.

3 weeks = end of school. it is just around the corner. with no exams for my specialisation, projects just keeps piling up. and dateline is coming up too. for now, work, work, work!

"5683"

if god permits me, and if it is known that im sincere, everything will go smoothly. the intentions have to be clear and pure. then, only then, will move smoothly.

"waktu"

dengan waktu yang saling berputar, akan ku sedar bahawa segala yang terjadi di hidupku ini memberi makna terhadap hidupku. dan demi waktu, yang sering bergelir disamping ku, ia adalah sebuah ingatan padaku supaya tidak berputus asa. sebab, setiap kali kita berputus asa, ia menunjuk kepadanya bahawa kita adalah seorang insan yang senang kalah dan tidak menunjukkan yang kita betul-betul menginginkannya.

"woits!"

another weekend has arrived and it is ending real soon. then 4 more weeks to go to the "end" of school. the reasons for those inverted commas are:

firstly, it is not really the end of school.

secondly, the 4 weeks left leads to a long holiday til my graduation day comes! WOOTS!

lastly, it means that projects submission day are getting near! damn near.

hopefully the remaining weeks of school will be nice to me. i dont wanna end up being loose screw. haha.

"the date is coming near."

in a few weeks time, 24th is coming soon. and im not only talking about my 21st but im actually refering to a deal made up by me with Ash, Airina and Aiman. only the 3 of them know and hopefully it would happen.

another thing about 24th is MY BIRTHDAY! WAHHAHAHA! its gonna be my 21st but so what?! im reaching a legal age okay! hahaha.

"you. that's all."

when something precious comes along into your life, you might want to hold on to it as if it gets lost, it might never comes back to you and things will never be the same. that is the very reason why i dont wannt lose you because i know it won't be the same without you.

"projects, projects & projects"

okay. now im in Northpoint's Starbucks. gonna start on my project bit by bit. kinda gotta get it done as soon as possible! 4 more weeks and all must be done and submitted!

gonna do a proper post soon. soon enough! just stay tuned aite? (:

*adrenaline rush*

"taking it too easy"

okay. lets get this straight:

5 projects, 2 weeks, last hurdle.

and guess what, im acting as though nothing is happening. gotta change the attitude and push everything aside first. once all this burdens are done, then i can sit back and just relax. but for now, gotta GO, GO, GO!

i cant wait for march and april. kinda goin for a trip with friends and i hope all will go as planned (even though one of it is not planned yet but it is under discussion). if it is really happening, im going to KL on March and Desaru on April.

AND ONE LAST THING:

Sunday is coming soon! woots~!

"prayers"

prayers. it is something almost all of us do. at times, we only pray when in times of troubles but i don't think that is good. if you do so, it shows that you only think about God when you are in trouble and not when in times of thankfulness. that is not really something to brag about but something to realize about.

and talking about prayers, a lot of people pray. but do you realize something? when we pray, often we don't really get what we have prayed for. but God gives us the opportunity to get what we have prayed for. so it is up to us to go and get it. true?

correct me if I'm wrong, but this happens too often. when people don't get what they want after a lot of times they've prayed, they will give up and blames God for their misfortunes in life. only the wise ones will blame themselves if any misfortunes would befall them.

and remember one last thing. God is fair and often test us in this path we have given which is called Life.

"distracted"

been wanting to blog but its like im always being distracted by other things. i shall post a proper entry during this weekend or maybe tmr night. okay? for now, enjoy the song on my blog! :D

"another day in school"

all those wake-up-in-the-morning moments are back again! thanks to school. its not that i dont like going to school, I LOVE IT! but its not coz of the school that i like, its the time in school. haha! the friends, the bridge and alley are the things that makes me wanna go to school! huahuahua.

"jamaican!"

how i wish i have the Jamaican accent. i find that their accent is very cool. basically, everything about them is cool. the way they look, the way they move, the way they talk. simply love it! haha.

one day, i shall go there and observe their lifestyle and maybe adopt their lifestyle. (except for the smoking weed part. haha!) those red, yellow and green. simply cool man! hahaha.

"new year, new start, new goals"

HAPPY 2010 TO ALL!

may it will be a better year for all of you! hee!

2009 has been a great year for me. there are also certain downs which I've had encountered. looking back into the year 2009, i realise alot of things had happened. from the crazy outings/chilling sessions with crazy friends to making new friends.

first quarter if the year was good until the part we get to know that harry cant continue his studies in nyp. another great friend is missing in nyp.

the second quarter was good too. new friends were made but the ending of it was getting bad.

the third quarter started off kinda bad but it ended up to be a good one in the end.

the fourth quarter just got better! haha. too much freaking great happenings happened that words cant describe. haha.

but still, im hoping for a better year ahead and hope that this 2010 will treat me good! lets take a look back through 2009 with pictures! enjoy!